After 5 May, I am back to my slacking days as my boss has just terminate me. Reason being is that I have completed all job on hand and there is nothing for me to do.

Now i am at a cross road.

1. Go with business or Art
2. Graphic design or fine art
2. Painting or Drawing

As you can see, I am again clueless at where I want to go for. Fine arts is what I think I am slightly blessed with a bit of gift but being an artist is about creating a master piece and not be a money generating machine creating arts to sell for money.
As my bro told me: Art is something draw from the heart, which I like about it cos I get to listen real close to it.
Graphic design is modern art, which has job opportunites but I am not confident if I have the talent to go into it. It is the future of commerical arts and most likely people are going to see it.
I knew one day i be drawing manga on tablets and broadcasting it online.
I want to do an ecomic but my tablet skills are no good.
I want to draw the scenary and place it in my setch book, taking it out to view whenever I am down.
For now, this clueless mind of mind is deciding to go for graphic design for my rice bowl.
As my boss say: Give it a try, the world is flexible. If you dun like it you can come back. Its not abnormal if you still dunno what you want.

She give me this message 5 years ago which I regret I did not take it at heart.
"I BELIEVE THAT YOU SHOULD CHOOSE SOMETHING OF YOUR PASSION..."

Passion for me is obvious is Art but where to go from the passion and is it small or big flame in that passion?