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* About Me*
Birthday: 26 Nov Online Comic artist.Comics hosted at comic88.blogspot.com
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* Thursday, August 28, 2008 * 21 Aug finally passed and i have officially handed in my project. Next stop is to complete the marketing and HMT individual project. I also have a econs paper coming. School ending like in 5 weeks time. The last day of school is on the 30 sep before the exams. I have been sacking for this entire sem. Sometimes I just wonder what really motivate me to push myself that hard in year 1 of poly life? Is it debra? I remember I always inspired to be like her, scoring well for the exams. Being able to score high and such. and whats demotivate me to continue on? Smart ass like wilson and guys who dun attend lecture and get about the same grade as me? Being left out in the fun, while others were building bonds in their click and i was all along at the library studying? Lazy? Being disappointed at the grades i got despite putting my hard work in? I remember putting in alot of effort and i cant score the highest because of the silly mistakes that i make. Not getting perfect score? I not sure only thing is i need to find that fire or passion back... * Tuesday, August 19, 2008 * Been rushing through deadlines for projects this semester. The school work load, basketball workload, comics workload and club workload has make me at the bottleneck.Especially these few days when one of my project is going to be due on thursday. Its now 1 day away from the submission and my group hasnt finish the last part of the report as well as editing. I did not mind the slow pace we are at but i mind that i will explode my temper any sooner in front of my friend and i afraid it will cause a strain in our friendship. The reason? because of group conflict again! Why the damn fcuking thing happen in my group again, i really bad at resolving this kind of issues and here i have it. Being a leader i cant take sides and i will need to resolve it. the problem is i dunno how and the pressure of the conflict is making me feel so pressured! Pressured till i really want to have time spend alone from my group till i cant smile. I really hate it when there is group conflict. |