Yesterday I did something that i shouldnt be doing...I was about to go home from work when I rush into the wrong train and I ended up in Bugis. Went to walk around and end up at the arcade trying to get 2 jackpots to get a supersize bugs bunny. In the end I got a small doll and spent $55 with one jack pot... my addiction is still there.
Anyway took the train home to tanerah mera and I did something that i should be doing, i climb over the gates and jump down from the elevolator level to the floor which i only need to cross the road to the field side and it will save me time to go from the under pass to the field side. And as i jump down i fell!
When my ma knows it, i got a whole lot of her lectures!
Any way I got a letter from TP today. It was an invitation to the graduation ceremony. Which I am given 2 tickets for it. Ma had always wanted to go but you know, I dun want to go is partly cos I just an average student with no DHL or excellent in the school activites the other party is I am still scare!
Scare of people's eyes and what they are thinking inside. I still scare of what they think when they see me.
So I have decided to tell my ma that I AM GOING FOR THE GRADUATION CEREMONY!
Looking at my calender there is more than one month away from the ceremony and I decided to make a choice that I have been writing blank cheques about it.

AND THAT IS TO BE RESPONSIBLE TO MYSELF AND THE PEOPLE AROUND ME. TO BE RESPONSIBLE TO THE PEOPLE AROUND ME, I MUST FIRST BE RESPONSBILE TO MYSELF.

THE FIRST THING THAT I WANT TO DO IS TO LOSE THAT WEIGHT OF MINE! SO THAT I CAN BE PRESENTABLE IN THE CEREMONY!

IT IS NOT STARTING TOMMORROW IT IS GONNA START TODAY!