Seeing the people around me...I wonder what have I been doing all these while. All these years, my life has revolt around books, studies,sleep and play...
To speak the truth, I am like a sticky note girl. Easy to use, when you do not need it I will just move aside and when you call I be there for you...
Always at a corner not too loud, quiet and does not occupy much space [in one's heart]
You called me when you need me but as soon as I did my job, you just conviently left me aside. Not even a marking will be left or stick to your fingers when you left me...
When I think of it and watch the recent show ming zhong zhu di wo ai ni, fated to love you on chen xin yi's char...I am really like her...Just an attention from you will brighten my life...
Talk about my secondary school life which I hardly did, I might have been forgotten by my peers le. In poly, I have tried to gain recognition by study and scoring well in the first year but after that I didnt get much of the recognition...I just find it hard to continue...
The only differences that I and Chen Xin Yi in fated to love you is she got the courage in the end to change herself. She's a gem to be polish and in the end she met her prince. Me? I wasnt a gem or jade...just a duckling in the pond awaiting someone to look at it or for a day where it could spread its wings to scale the beautiful sky.
Like a child, I used to often imagine that I could have supernatural powers...not to gain recognition but to quietly save the world from terroist and babbies... This is such a childish dream.
Like a girl, I hope to always hang out with a group of good friends, the more the merrier where we go out together and study together. Like most girls I did hope for BGR where one day, I will meet him. Someone who will notice me and not treat me like a sticky note. Some one who truely love me and give me the feeling of Xin Fu and he's my prince...
Like a normal office girl, I hope to be more outspoken and confiedent so that my human relations can improve.

For now, I just do not want to be a sticky note girl... I want to do something for myself...I have already taken the step of emailing lasalle to see if I could take degree course in the school.
Here's the stuff that I interested in:
1. drawing
2. painting
3. graphic design
4. animation art

And I would want to visit NAFA to take up the short course of protiat drawing starting in may...

It might be a cold market but it is what I find my true self in...

My goal in life is to travel round the whole seeking waterfalls and sea sides or natural places and draw them down...espically the waterfall surrounded by forest...with the cold and refreshing water and air blowing at you...

but in life reality is hard...