Wei

21 Aug finally passed and i have officially handed in my project. Next stop is to complete the marketing and HMT individual project. I also have a econs paper coming. School ending like in 5 weeks time. The last day of school is on the 30 sep before the exams. I have been sacking for this entire sem. Sometimes I just wonder what really motivate me to push myself that hard in year 1 of poly life?

Is it debra? I remember I always inspired to be like her, scoring well for the exams. Being able to score high and such.

and whats demotivate me to continue on?

Smart ass like wilson and guys who dun attend lecture and get about the same grade as me?
Being left out in the fun, while others were building bonds in their click and i was all along at the library studying?
Lazy?
Being disappointed at the grades i got despite putting my hard work in? I remember putting in alot of effort and i cant score the highest because of the silly mistakes that i make. Not getting perfect score?

I not sure only thing is i need to find that fire or passion back...