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* About Me*
Birthday: 26 Nov Online Comic artist.Comics hosted at comic88.blogspot.com
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* Monday, April 28, 2008 * After 5 May, I am back to my slacking days as my boss has just terminate me. Reason being is that I have completed all job on hand and there is nothing for me to do. Now i am at a cross road. 1. Go with business or Art 2. Graphic design or fine art 2. Painting or Drawing As you can see, I am again clueless at where I want to go for. Fine arts is what I think I am slightly blessed with a bit of gift but being an artist is about creating a master piece and not be a money generating machine creating arts to sell for money. As my bro told me: Art is something draw from the heart, which I like about it cos I get to listen real close to it. Graphic design is modern art, which has job opportunites but I am not confident if I have the talent to go into it. It is the future of commerical arts and most likely people are going to see it. I knew one day i be drawing manga on tablets and broadcasting it online. I want to do an ecomic but my tablet skills are no good. I want to draw the scenary and place it in my setch book, taking it out to view whenever I am down. For now, this clueless mind of mind is deciding to go for graphic design for my rice bowl. As my boss say: Give it a try, the world is flexible. If you dun like it you can come back. Its not abnormal if you still dunno what you want. She give me this message 5 years ago which I regret I did not take it at heart. "I BELIEVE THAT YOU SHOULD CHOOSE SOMETHING OF YOUR PASSION..." Passion for me is obvious is Art but where to go from the passion and is it small or big flame in that passion? * Saturday, April 19, 2008 * ![]() I know i haven been updating my comic site for a long time but recently I invested in a repuntable tablet and I am now busy praticing on the tablet. As the world is getting more IT savy, I found that sooner or later the shift is going be digital so why not try to pratice now. Intially I want to host my latest project on comic asia where people who download mine and pay me but I haven been able to do that so for now, I am busy working on it and after I complete the chapters I will post it on my comic blog haha! Its a series not short stories! So here's a preview of the drawings! I only completed 2 chapters so far! T3 is big but the shopping centre is not so fantestic. Then at work, for the past week I have been stoning at my work days. Sometimes for the work day and show in the picture is what i did with 2 rubber bands on my desk. Also these days I have been enquiring with lasalle and nafa about their degree programs. I going to sign up protiat drawing with Nafa on monday. Its a 8 weeks course but hey I always wanted to be able to draw people's faces well. Right now, I am busy taking pictures of my art works that could not be fit into A4 paper. One of which is the waterfall. And see my lastest conquest, the bugs bunny from bugis which make people stare at me like some monster! * Thursday, April 10, 2008 * Seeing the people around me...I wonder what have I been doing all these while. All these years, my life has revolt around books, studies,sleep and play... To speak the truth, I am like a sticky note girl. Easy to use, when you do not need it I will just move aside and when you call I be there for you... Always at a corner not too loud, quiet and does not occupy much space [in one's heart] You called me when you need me but as soon as I did my job, you just conviently left me aside. Not even a marking will be left or stick to your fingers when you left me... When I think of it and watch the recent show ming zhong zhu di wo ai ni, fated to love you on chen xin yi's char...I am really like her...Just an attention from you will brighten my life... Talk about my secondary school life which I hardly did, I might have been forgotten by my peers le. In poly, I have tried to gain recognition by study and scoring well in the first year but after that I didnt get much of the recognition...I just find it hard to continue... The only differences that I and Chen Xin Yi in fated to love you is she got the courage in the end to change herself. She's a gem to be polish and in the end she met her prince. Me? I wasnt a gem or jade...just a duckling in the pond awaiting someone to look at it or for a day where it could spread its wings to scale the beautiful sky. Like a child, I used to often imagine that I could have supernatural powers...not to gain recognition but to quietly save the world from terroist and babbies... This is such a childish dream. Like a girl, I hope to always hang out with a group of good friends, the more the merrier where we go out together and study together. Like most girls I did hope for BGR where one day, I will meet him. Someone who will notice me and not treat me like a sticky note. Some one who truely love me and give me the feeling of Xin Fu and he's my prince... Like a normal office girl, I hope to be more outspoken and confiedent so that my human relations can improve. For now, I just do not want to be a sticky note girl... I want to do something for myself...I have already taken the step of emailing lasalle to see if I could take degree course in the school. Here's the stuff that I interested in: 1. drawing 2. painting 3. graphic design 4. animation art And I would want to visit NAFA to take up the short course of protiat drawing starting in may... It might be a cold market but it is what I find my true self in... My goal in life is to travel round the whole seeking waterfalls and sea sides or natural places and draw them down...espically the waterfall surrounded by forest...with the cold and refreshing water and air blowing at you... but in life reality is hard... * Friday, April 4, 2008 * Yesterday I did something that i shouldnt be doing...I was about to go home from work when I rush into the wrong train and I ended up in Bugis. Went to walk around and end up at the arcade trying to get 2 jackpots to get a supersize bugs bunny. In the end I got a small doll and spent $55 with one jack pot... my addiction is still there. Anyway took the train home to tanerah mera and I did something that i should be doing, i climb over the gates and jump down from the elevolator level to the floor which i only need to cross the road to the field side and it will save me time to go from the under pass to the field side. And as i jump down i fell! When my ma knows it, i got a whole lot of her lectures! Any way I got a letter from TP today. It was an invitation to the graduation ceremony. Which I am given 2 tickets for it. Ma had always wanted to go but you know, I dun want to go is partly cos I just an average student with no DHL or excellent in the school activites the other party is I am still scare! Scare of people's eyes and what they are thinking inside. I still scare of what they think when they see me. So I have decided to tell my ma that I AM GOING FOR THE GRADUATION CEREMONY! Looking at my calender there is more than one month away from the ceremony and I decided to make a choice that I have been writing blank cheques about it. AND THAT IS TO BE RESPONSIBLE TO MYSELF AND THE PEOPLE AROUND ME. TO BE RESPONSIBLE TO THE PEOPLE AROUND ME, I MUST FIRST BE RESPONSBILE TO MYSELF. THE FIRST THING THAT I WANT TO DO IS TO LOSE THAT WEIGHT OF MINE! SO THAT I CAN BE PRESENTABLE IN THE CEREMONY! IT IS NOT STARTING TOMMORROW IT IS GONNA START TODAY! |